Begin Again and Again and Again...

I have lots of dreams.  They include everything from sheep to road bikes to my dog actually listening to me... I also LOVE to take pictures.  I mean LOVE .  Sometimes I go weeks without taking a single picture. Weird right?  Why not do something I feel that passionately about, everyday? Here are some of my most recent pictures: I live in Wisconsin and feel blessed that there are so many beautiful things for me to take pictures of.  When you're obsessed with barns and farm animals like I am, they're but a country road away! I'm going to slowly try to find myself again.  For the hundredth time.  I am sorry if that is all I write about here on this blog now, but hey - blogs are journals of a sort.  They just happen to be public ;)  Trish

January 2014.  I'm supposed to be uber fit, an organic farmer and self employed by now. I. Am. None. Of. Those. Things. Not even one.  For a while, I felt like a big loser, but then I realized: Ugh.  Yep, it's all me.  I wish. A LOT.  I DO. Very little.  I have no one or no where to place the blame, but on me. I have the tools and the knowledge, I choose to ignore both and do nothing.  It all comes down to choices. How do I start?  Where do I start? At the beginning. AGAIN. -So, I've joined Weight Watchers (I wonder if there is a record for how many times a single person has started and stopped Weight Watchers?  I'd probably win). -I'm planning my garden and new chicken coop. -I'm baking bread today (yes, I realize this may impact WW, but homemade bread!!!) -I'm beginning to make what I can, whether it be food or beauty products. Too much all at once?  I have no idea.  Will I fail?  I certainly hope not....